He looked desperately around, not knowing what to do. He went to a supermarket and bought two six packs of Beer. He returned to the hotel and locked himself in his room. He drank himself to sleep. When he woke up all the memories back to mind. He read the newspaper article. He got drunk again.
For two days all he did was get drunk in the hotel room, which went out only to buy more drink. Not a morsel of food tasted. On the third day, when he awoke with an intense headache, after taking two paracetamol, was placed under the hot shower for a while and decided to spend a cold. The impact felt the temperature change but he shook it provoked a sense of relief in the body and felt his mind was clearing enough. Wrapped in a towel and sat on the bed. - I can not keep doing this. I have to begin to address the situation if I intend to move forward, "he said quietly.
"I have to stop being Alexander to become Alexander. I have to wait for things to happen to know where I stand, for I have no way to learn anything. I have to have faith and rejoice every day if the police come to arrest me. I have to find a job and start a new life. I have to put an end to my negative thoughts. Nothing can change what happened. Nothing. I think there are many problems , but I think it is the only way not to drown in a hole that I can not leave if deepens.
Upon arrival in Madrid, Alex went to the tourist information center to ask for a pension in the downtown area. They gave various directions. Alex did not imagine I could never have so many pensions available. Visited in March, and finally chose the first he had seen. While the bathroom was shared, as in all others, the room was individual and was very clean. It was a small room and not entirely pleasant, but he considered that was the best of the 3. He went down in search of a pay phone and called Henry, his former colleague at Ibiza. - Henry had said with joy, - that you can not imagine who you are talking about? - No, I have a lot of imagination and not guess, therefore, if you do not answer me who you are, short, "he had responded in bad shape.
Alex did not understand why his partner had responded so badly and hastened to tell who he was. - Sorry Alex, sorry the answer before - said Henry honestly sorry for your response and trying to explain, he continued - is that someone has been bothering me in recent days with stupid jokes and always seemed like a different voice, I thought it was the same thing. I return to ask forgiveness friend. From where I talk? - "I arrived today in Madrid, and the first thing I did was this call. "You've come to visit or planning to stay? - Henry replied with enthusiasm and good humor" I came with the intention of staying, "said Alex in a tone more relaxed.